inked my thoughts

totally in the same situation.
i guess i know why it didnt work out already.
no matter how much effort i've put in nor done for him, he'll never see it. because, he's taken everything for granted and doesn't appreciate all that i've done. he expects so much from me that he didn't even manage himself well at all; pushing the blame to me and convicting me of not holding on to the r/s well. 
well, i've changed for the better. everyone says i AM an all rounder. and it is YOU who didn't appreciate me.
i hope you'll learn your bit and change for the better. that is what i always pray to God for.
i've done my part, i even went the extra mile.
now it is all up to you. 
i am all set and ready for anything. it is now all up to you on whether you wanna cherish me once more. i'm giving you one one more chance; this LAST chance.

you want it, you got to fight for it.
the competition is tough.
are you in for it?

i've put it aside.
no, i've put it down.
be it sorrows, tears or hurt, i've decided to put all these away. into the bin.
forgiven; i've forgiven all those who've hurt me before.
forgotten; not everything can be erased that easily. but i chose to not think about them anymore. those sad memories, i can make them become happy ones.


to my fellow friends, to my fellow "enemies":
i have forgiven every hurt that you've carved in my heart.
lets just forget/ put away those sad/ hurtful memories and love & appreciate each other more.
love makes the world go round.
love makes everyone happy.
love shows how much you appreciate one another.
love is a NEED in all forms or relationship.
lets love and not hate.


I love you, my dear friend.

Do you believe in love
The way that I do
And when you find the one
Wherever you go will travel with you
What can I say
Where do I start
To pick up the pieces of your broken heart

Tell me one more time
Why your heart cannot be mine
Look into my eyes and say
That love has gone
And I'll be man enough to walk way
Tell me one more time
Why your dreams cannot be mine
Coz I won't believe its true
Until I hear it from you

Do u believe in love
There's no right no wrong, no, no,
Loves just an open road
With different ways of moving on
I dare you to stay
And work this thing out
Leaving is taking the easy way out

Tell me one more time
Why your heart cannot be mine
Look into my eyes and say
That love has gone
And I'll be man enough to walk away
Tell me one more time
Why your dreams cannot be mine
Coz I won't believe its true
Until I hear it from you

Back in my life
I want you so bad
And losing you, means losing all that I had
And this is crazy why cant you see
Your the only one
That ever mattered to me
Oh baby !

Look into my eyes
If love has truly gone
I will walk away
Tell me one more time
Dreams cannot be mine
No, I wont believe it
Until I hear it
Until I hear it from you

“善均昊不是神，他也是人； 一个平凡的人。
他的心也希望能感受真爱，留住真爱。
他也会战战仅仅的站在一个喜欢的女孩子面前，希望她能够爱他。
茼蒿就在善均昊的心里，你则么能把茼蒿叫醒又不理他呢？”

i still cry like shit whenever i watch this part.
```re-watching 王子变青蛙。

been thinking and reflecting on my life these few days.
on my love life to be exact.
many things happened just in 8 years.
but for now, i really wished that i did not give up that r/s. that very first....

what's done is done. i cant go back to the past.
BUT i can change the future.

he has always been there to catch me when i fall.
he has never make me shed a single tear.
he has never fail in making me smile.
he has never once forgot about me.
he has never replace my position with anyone else.
he makes me feel so special.
he is my special one as well.
he makes me want to fall in love again.


`thanks for the memories. thanks for the love. thanks for having you.

It’s late at night and I can’t sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can’t breathe thinking of your smile
Every kiss I can’t forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
Baby can you feel it (can you)
You know I can hear it (hear it in my soul)
So can you feel it feel it….
You know it’s time….

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
I ain’t giving up no
Oh I ain’t giving up on us

hello everyone, meet my "roomie", IRIS.
who ate 6 drumsticks and fries at almost 1am (she insist that i should state that it's 1pm instead)!
look at that happy face and thumb ups. LOL! (:
btw, that was our DINNER. hahahs.

`a decision that you have made, a truth i cannot face.



"All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you"